It's complicated...

It's complicated. I have some argued with one of my close friends this few days. Actually at first is a small thing, he make me need to pay more rm150 or maybe less to credit card. That time I am really angry because I am short of money with other duty. So I am mad about it and I do not talk to him for about 3 days. Although at the end we look like become friend again, sometimes I feel he still keep that in mind. I believe I already act apologize to him but he look like do not care about it. This make me also become mad because of his attitude now. It is obviously he make the fault first but now looks like I am wrong. He never knows it is how hard I go and collect the money to pay the bills. I aware that I maybe act so much in those 3 days but it oledi 2 weeks pass away and he still looks like that. This make me feel very bad, maybe I need to lose this friend.