Beginning...

Actually I got heard about "Blog" for long time ago, and I also try to create a blog to
share my feel, my life. But there are a lot of reasons make me until today I really trying
to write somethings. that's all because I just realize that, always willing to do but not
do, consider nothing. I know this theory at early of my life, but until this few days just
want to apply it.
I am poor in English. That's also a reason make me don want to start my blog. Who want to
see a blog that full of Grammar mistake, spelling mistake or broken English? I always hope
that I can write my blog in Chinese. I am not chinese educated, but I learn chinese before
and I love to read chinese novel and magnize. I feel chinese word easy to expense my feel
(maybe write in english also can, but since I not good in it. It is very hard for me).
Actually I not don try to start write something in Chinese, but i am poor in writing
Chinese words. I just know how to read but hard for me to write. At the end, when I write
few chinese words, I already lost my willing to write or idea.
Just have a feel, When people grow old and old, there is harder to say something I feel to
people. Something that I dislike but I need to say I like it. Things that I feel is false
but I need to say is true. I hate to be like this already. But when I try to say something
that I feel to people, I found that I already cannot find a parther to share my feel, even
my gf. I do have a few best friends. I really want to say I am glad to have them as my best
friends, and I believe if I happen something, they will imediately come and help me. I do
have a glad family. I know my family love me much. But, there still something that I cannot
share with them. Sometimes I may have some evil, or crazy thinking. I know there are crazy
or evil, and I know I will not really go for it. Maybe I can share with my best friends,
but the also need timing. Finally, I choose to write it down. write is personnal work. No
need timing, no need care about other people feel......