Dear May,
I just cannot tahan staying at home today. No choice, I got to pack my things and went to R there for 1 nite stay. I need people to console me. I already hate myself to keep say this again and again. R called CY to come to his house for a gathering and we had something like reunion becoz maybe next time we don really have chance to meet again. R just got the chance to work in China with a really high pay. So finally, R, D, CY and me had a gathering today.We have a K session at nite. This reminded me on you again. I just remembered we used to have a K session together with toh and YF during my birth last year. Actually I really dislike leisure mall for k but finally, due to everyone suggest go there, so i go. I cannot becoz the place got our memories and refuse to be there, although that's what I doing currently.K couldn’t delight me but it helped to release some of my pain. When R asking for some photo shooting then I still cannot stop thinking about you. only at this momeent I just know take how photo shooting hurt for me. I felt regretful not taking any photo with you when you r there...After K session, we went for a drink. During the drinking session, I also just know how my friends face their relationship problem and that really taught me alot. I swear, if I got a second chance, I will never treat you like what I have done before. I really oledi fully understood what is love and it need 2 people contribute 1. last time I just keep on let you contribute. I am really selfish. I am sorry.