Dear May,

Last night I dream about you. Actually I cannot sleep well this few days but yesterday nite consider a good sleep. that's all because I dream about you. I dream that I win your heart from your current bf and we are happy to be together. I really smile happy that time. But when I wake up this morning, I found that is a dream, my heart really hurt. I even try to sleep back and get the dream back. I never know a sweet dream can be that sweet and the reality is that much bad. I though I already use to the hurt but I found that every day I have different feel of hurt. I just realize that you can affect me so much.

I also got try to know more gals or friends to release my pain. but I found that although last time i feel if this gal is my gf then how good for me already cannot apply to me. Although some gal are nice, are hot, they already cannot make my feel come out agian. I don know this type of situation will until what time, maybe 2 weeks? 1 month? 3 months? half year? 1 year? or foverer? I never know.

I really regret I don hold u with all my heart when we still couple.... I really wish the time can return.