Dear May,
Sat and Sun cannot delight me. I try to find someone go out but I find that I have no one to call. I still in R place but I find that here already cannot reduce my pain. How can I stop miss you, stop jealous about ur bf? How can I stop blaming myself? How can I pass my life without you?

Sunway, Yue streamboat, KLCC, Titiwangsa...... Where will you go today? I just keep on thinking. I hate my brain keep on thinking something nonsense. Just like the attachment I read just now. I am not oblighted to the jeolousy. I already not your bf and maybe in your mind, I am a stranger that last time know well.......If last time people tell me break up with gf will become like this, I never believe them. I always think that just something will happen in drama 1. But now I know that, it is real.

R and D kept on say something that make me happy. Last time I will be very happy to stay with them but now I am not. Those jokes already cannot make me laugh and sometimes I even don listen to them or pretend listen to them and my brain just think about you. I really miss you, love you......