Dear May,

Today is Wednesday, checked your friendster and notice that you delete 1 photo that you take with ur bf. I don know why you remove it. Maybe u know I always look at your friendster so delete that one who hurt me the most? Or you also feel that photo so over? You never know that photo got make me want to give up my life. luckly I got 3 nice coli: B, J and K help me pass though this time, else I don know where am I already.



Today nothing special, just miss you and heart hurt only. I start can felt to sleep oledi. I believe the time can help me recover from your hurt. Everyone tell me about that. I also can stop writing some blog that is send to you but actually I know you should not have chance to c it.



Just now have a drink with J and K. They suggested want to go to my hometown if the air ticket is free. I suddenly thinking about you because you request me go back hometown with you and I promise to you this year will bring you go. But now I have no chance on it. I really regret about it. I start think about a lot of things that I promise you or not promise you but I decide to do for you but I don do it. I really though got a lot of time to let me implement it but now already end. I really regret....