2008年4月9日星期三

Dear May

I just know how you disappointed to me. I have think whole nite and I just realized that how bad am I so make you be other ppl's gf in 1 week time. I always thought we oledi been together so long time so we will never break up. I cannot imagine that 1 incident make you suddenly break up with me. At least before that we still very happy and go to TGI have lunch. At that time I still promise you will go to planet Hollywood to have lunch. and go to melaka on april, and back to sarawak together. we also thinking of buying TV or teach tuition in my new house. I oledi make my future have you. so even now I will get the keys soon but i just find that it is meaningless oledi. You can say I don care you last time but You cannot say I don love you. I don know when I can recover from the pain but at least now every nite i still sleep with tears. My work performance is a rubbish already. Without you, how hard I work oso no use oledi. I really hope you can share my life when I am success in it since you have go thought every hard points with me. I never know how important you are when you are my gf. So when you mention you already other's ppl gf then I just know I lost the most love of my life. I will use everything to make you back. I promise will go visit ur house everynite. I promise will let u know where r me and what I am doing. Just hope you don ignore me. I will let you control my financial. I will do what u want me to do. I just hope you come back to me. I never feel this pain in my life. And I can very confirm to you say that if you r ready, I can marry you now. I really realize what I wrong. I wish I can use my whole life to recover this wrong. I already can tell you very clear that I love you but not other things...

Please do not ignore my msg like my mail. I cannot afford that. I try to be a gentleman and let you go but finally I find that I cannot. I am really regret I just let you go when u say want to break up. I really thought we will together back that time. Just let you cold down for a while...

Your Ex

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