Dear May,
I went to watch Iron Man just now. It is a good movie. But at the middle of movie, I miss you again. Is that mean next time I cannot watch movie already if I did not want to think about you? I don know.

I know you like this kind of movie. Actually before we break up I already promise myself want to watch this movie with you. But now, end up I watch will my coli, you will, or you already watch with your bf. I don know. When end of movie, I try to look around and think about silly thing like whether you will watch this movie with me or not although maybe we not sit together. I know that really silly, you sure are giving tuition la. But I just cannot control my head to turn around and see.

I suddenly want to find someone. Of coz, R is my best choice, and only choice. Usually friday nite I will try to date you after 10pm then we go "jian don" have a meet if I work late or doing something. "Jian don", a place that have so much memories and the place you broke up with me. I really hope I can date you go there again but now I cant. I already lose the chance. I hate myself. that time I really want to drive to your house and ask you out. Luckly my coli call for have a drink, else I will do some silly things again.
Somethings happen in the middle so finally only T have a drink with me. Here drink mean "yam cha" but not wine or beer. I try to stop drink wine or beer. I used to be the great drinker in my team but now I feel I cannot let this continue again. Drink maybe can let me forget you for a while but end up with more memories of you and me. haiz......

May, I really miss you. I miss you.