Dear May,
Today whole day I go to forum and chit chat. I express my feel there. I tell them about you, tell them I want to forgot you. But actually when I chat with them, I still thinking about you. Thinking about where you going today, what you will do today. I tell all the forum people I want to start a new relationship. I don know I can forgot you or not but I know if I start a new relationship, I can use the time or energy that i use to miss you, to miss another gal. i don know it work or not. In the forum a lot of people attack me say that my action is not correct. I also know is not correct but I feel I need someone to rescue me from you. But when they really intro me some gals, I feel is very hard to start. I still thinking about you......

Maybe now is the God's punishment to me because I treat you so bad.....