剪了头发

虽然重新开始的标题是＂高兴和悲伤的分享＂不过我想，或许只是悲伤的分享吧。因为， 高兴的时候是不想写blog的，因为高兴的时候必然有朋友，同事， 家人和你分享，不过，悲伤的时候,老是是自己单独， 孤独寂寞。只有写blog来表达。曾经，我没想更新blog了。不过今天，我很想要写某些东西，事或者物。希望我用中文写， 让我不会想以前的事。

剪了头发， 希望重新开始。思索自己的出发点。有人问我， 为什么去剪这样的头发， 我也不知道。想剪就剪啦。有人问我， 为什么去剪这样的头发? 或许我可以告诉他们，男人痛苦，悲伤那么就会一时冲动，就去剪这样的头发。男人为什么痛苦，悲伤？仅仅是２件事：金钱和女人。刚好我２件事都有。要钱缺钱，要女人没有女人。怎么不会一时冲动？

３个月了， 为什么我还不可以高兴的，快乐的，幸福的笑？很喜欢一首歌。。。
＂Can't Smile Without You＂ － Barry Manilow

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you...